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so i came to the conclusion that i dont really like my job. i dont hate it. i just dont really love/like it and don't see it ever going anywhere. yeah, when they hired me they talked about all the possibilites but now that i'm actually part of the company i can see what there is and where i can/can't get promoted. i definitely cannot see myself there years from now. one of the counselors has been there for 25 years. if i was there for 25 years i would kill myself.

i'm not quitting and i'm not gonna apply for tons of jobs or anything, i'm just keeping my eyes open. i was hired as a temp anyway (a 2-3 yr position, but still a temp) so it's no big deal.

so as i'm coming to this conclusion and telling mark about it. my boss walks over to me and tell me my temp position is turning permanent and i'm getting my own cluster of students and yada yada yada.

this should be interesting, i'm excited that i'll have my own work instead of just doing everyone else's work while they sit around with their thumbs up their asses. however, knowing me, i'll probably finish my work and still help other people.

i'd like a raise along with it. but, as we all know, i'm horrible at asking for those. i figure i'll wait until i actually get the cluster. apparnetly my position just needs to be signed off on and then i'm good to go. i'd also like a real desk and a chair that doesn't suck ass, but i guess we can't have everything right?


i feel like i had more crazy aunt wedding updates but i'm going blank. i have a headache, maybe later.